Where Do The Lost , Down Trotted , and Depressed Find Self Worth
Time surely hasn't been kind , since my husbands passing in 2007, my children are no longer children and my health has deteriorated. its like Im looking at an old rundown house with beautiful flowers growing around it. Me the run down house, the kids the beautiful flowers. An old classmate and I found each other on Facebook, he had problems and I or course did too, so when he asked me to marry him, at the moment I said yes, that was in January. Why? I just felt like somebody loved me, my mind raced with hope. His past life was filled with a failed 30 year marriage, two kids , grandchildren and distraught girlfriends. While my youngest was and is finishing up High School, I haven't dated since my husbands death I found myself every month finding him drunk and taking him countless times to rehab,his addition not limited to alcohol. Many times holding his hand and sticking by him while my parents and sisters wa