The Heart's Music Can Heal

                                                  Hi Stephen, sorry I didn't write you yesterday, my son was on the computer all day, except when the kids and I went out to eat for my birthday.  My daughter's friend Crystal came with us.  I took the kids to Red Lobster at Porlaris , wish I hadn't now, what a birthday, when I got home I got sick on what I ate.  I had their stuffed mushrooms, I think it had too much butter in it..something, it played havoc with my esophagus, boy did I hurt and I got a headache.  I took a shower and went to bed.   Felt better when I got up, unfortunately I didn't get up early.                                                 Hope you had a better day yesterday and that you are doing ok and keeping well.  Got most of my Christmas stuff up, just I am not pushing myself.   I will tell you this, when Pat was down, she wore one of her wigs, which she is allergic too. My daughter and I made the mistake of riding with her in Gary's Dodge pick

                                          Sorry its so late, I was working on the house , wanted to tell you how much I love you before I head off to bed!  Hope and pray you had a good time with all your family, Love you so much!  Pray you are getting a good night's sleep.  My Hug and Kiss for tonight!

                                           Happy Thanksgiving to everyone , Schizz, Your Family and Everyone In Amesbury, MA....All My Love And Prayers!

                                  Feeling a bit better, I know a Northeaster is going your way, wanted to check in on you to make sure you know I am thinking about you and praying that everyone there are staying safe.  I wish I could be with you to share my love with you and warmest regards to your family.  Its been kinda quiet, Pat e-mailed me to annoy me with Kristy's one hundred and one excuses how everyone has ruined her life.  Now Dad Gary ignored her...that's a laugh..I snarled back again.  It seems I get baited into it every time..I got to quit that somehow.                                   I just have to look forward to better days, I love you Schizz, just thinking about you keeps me in control and I can smile that you are in my heart. I hope that I can do that for you.  I will write you again tomorrow, get some rest...Love you so very much Stephen!

                                             It can be said that without any doubt in my mind that if it wasn't for you being in my life and your love, I don't think I would have the strength to hold on for my kids and my family.  You are the voice of reason when I get upset.                                               The last two days have really worn me out physically and emotionally. The kids did real well at their concert and I am very proud of them.  Their grandmother up north did come to see them, which was nice but she still likes to see how far she can push me..to make a very long story short., it was nice when she went back home.  It just feels the same to me, like that chapter of my life is over.                                                Pray you are doing ok Stephen you have my love, all my hugs and kisses, sorry it took me so long to get back to check in on you, believe me, you never left my thoughts.   Hope you week has been good to you so far, I always w

                                                  Had a nice visit with everyone, got to see my great nephew. Sure am worn out.  Tomorrow will be a long day with the kids concert and all.  They are calling for high winds tomorrow too.                                                   Pray you are doing well and everyone is ok. Monday isn't always the nicest day of the week, it can be but for the most part its just getting started.  New day of the week, new problems.  I pray The Good lord makes it is a good day for you, I would give you a hug and kiss before you went off to work, only if I could in person, but since I can't just think of me before you leave the house.    Ill be thinking of you,                                                   Please be safe, love you Stephen, very, very much!

                                                                                  That looks great doesn't it..its warm today, but not quite that warm but it still looks nice.  We had freezing rain this morning, poor Murphy went down on his doggie rear end this morning. I think Daisy was afraid he'd fall on her.  Anyway, I decided to wait until it got warmer before venturing out to get my daughter a pair of new shoes for her concert on Monday.  I also had to get some groceries for a family Thanksgiving get-together at mom and dad's tomorrow. I noticed some vehicles in the ditch along 23 that they must of left this morning.                                            I heard this song on the radio and thought of you instantly and how very wonderful you are, so please take it easy this weekend.    If you need to be out and about just be careful, I remember one time noticing a scrap on your hand, I asked you what happened..you told me that you did that trying to shut the wi

                                     My son played at another football game tonight, just got home not too long ago.  Olentangy is still winning.  My son said it was so cold tonight , there was frost on his trumpet.  It is strange weather this weekend, we have a chance of freezing rain in the morning, then its supposed to warm up to the 50's.  Poor Buffalo will fight flooding now, hope and pray everyone stays safe there.                                     I know its really early and you are probably asleep, but if I could I would snuggle up to you.  I just will have to dream about you.  I wanted to check on you again.  Pray you and everyone are doing well!  Love you so very much!  Thought a beautiful song would be perfect right now!

                                        Writing late again tonight, I still have to watch what I eat or drink because even though I take meds for acid reflux, it still catches me.  The hard part is learning which food and drink are the worst culprits.  That isn't fun, especially when I get sick..oh well, live and learn I guess.                                        I also found out I am having more difficulty driving after dark.  I took the kids tonight to look for a vehicle for my son.  Its stressful because I really am not anxious about buying another vehicle.  My son wants these gas hogs, big trucks.  I am always battling him about the issue anyway because his grades are suffering because of his worrying over getting his own set of wheels .  So tonight, I took him and his sister down in Columbus.  I think my son now realizes how much trouble it is for me in driving after sunset.  Now that it is dark sooner, the time to do this is limited.  I hope and pray he settles down on th