I know, Valentine's Day was a week ago, but like I said the older I get the slower I am right? Anyway, when I think about how things work out or when things do come true in my life, even though I never share my deepest desires, it is so overwhelming to me at times, especially when I get too deep in my thoughts. My last blog was about the man who I care about very much and never realizing it, he has always been what I always dreamed about. When my husband died in 2006, I pretty much gave up any hope of finding anyone again and seemed to wallow in grief by holding onto my late husband's memory because it felt safe. A place where I could hide, making the excuse not to try for love again. That is until this gentleman came into my life, it really wasn't underneath unusual circumstances and like any good nurtured man, he pulled me out of my sadness with his kindness, like some kind of healer, so to speak, being brought up to care for others...