Where To Find Him
I know I have talked about him many times on here. His '' Blogin'' has given my kids and I so much encouragement. I think about him everyday and how he is. Since he left Delaware, I have missed him. I am so very proud of how he cared for his parents and stayed by their side until they left to be with Christ in heaven. A great deal can be said about a man for sacrificing his time throughout a busy schedule. His family too are very exceptional people. Not many people have done what they have accomplished and have the closeness they all share with each other.
People tell our family too, how very rare to have a family so close like we all are and it is I guess. My late husband's family were never close and til this day my once mother-in-law tells me how she envies how close we all are. It is clearly the love of Christ that bonds us, how He taught us to care for , to love, to understand one another. To help when we can, feel and heal the pain for each other. That is what makes us truly strong is love. I don't understand it other than that, nor can I explain it all.
It has been so difficult for me to trust men from a long time ago. Getting to know men too is a big challenge for me because there is so many who aren't honest with their intentions or the connection isn't right. Their values are different not to mention morals. Being a Christian isn't easy and sticking to those beliefs we were taught, get so muddled up with complacency of this world and the times we live in. Finding a good person, in my case "Man" is so hard to find. I want so to stick to those "Old Fashioned Beliefs" .
Someone my ask me, why not just go see him? I just didn't feel right, it wasn't what a widow with two kids do. My father and my mother both too didn't feel it was proper thing to do, so I stayed to respect their wishes and respect his space.
No, I am not involved with anyone else, never have been since I met him and since his departure mostly because a part of me went with him, without him around, the desire to be with anyone else, left me.
When you do make a connection, you always hope and pray that it will last forever. I haven't seen my friend for a few years now but I still feel the bond we share, even though we are miles apart. In my mind, I can still see his smile,feel his kindness, share his gentle humor and appreciate his caring.
In short, the only man, I trust enough to share things with, even the loss of those closest to both of us.
I miss him and look forward in hearing from him again. Until that time, I will always pray for him , his family and their safety, that The Lord will keep them always in the palm of His hand.
My love always! These are some of my favorite songs I play whenever I feel down and missing you. I know you understand.
People tell our family too, how very rare to have a family so close like we all are and it is I guess. My late husband's family were never close and til this day my once mother-in-law tells me how she envies how close we all are. It is clearly the love of Christ that bonds us, how He taught us to care for , to love, to understand one another. To help when we can, feel and heal the pain for each other. That is what makes us truly strong is love. I don't understand it other than that, nor can I explain it all.
It has been so difficult for me to trust men from a long time ago. Getting to know men too is a big challenge for me because there is so many who aren't honest with their intentions or the connection isn't right. Their values are different not to mention morals. Being a Christian isn't easy and sticking to those beliefs we were taught, get so muddled up with complacency of this world and the times we live in. Finding a good person, in my case "Man" is so hard to find. I want so to stick to those "Old Fashioned Beliefs" .
Someone my ask me, why not just go see him? I just didn't feel right, it wasn't what a widow with two kids do. My father and my mother both too didn't feel it was proper thing to do, so I stayed to respect their wishes and respect his space.
No, I am not involved with anyone else, never have been since I met him and since his departure mostly because a part of me went with him, without him around, the desire to be with anyone else, left me.
When you do make a connection, you always hope and pray that it will last forever. I haven't seen my friend for a few years now but I still feel the bond we share, even though we are miles apart. In my mind, I can still see his smile,feel his kindness, share his gentle humor and appreciate his caring.
In short, the only man, I trust enough to share things with, even the loss of those closest to both of us.
I miss him and look forward in hearing from him again. Until that time, I will always pray for him , his family and their safety, that The Lord will keep them always in the palm of His hand.
My love always! These are some of my favorite songs I play whenever I feel down and missing you. I know you understand.
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