Checking In Tonight, Sorry It Took So Long
With this stuff during the month, seems like I just feel so tired and bummy feeling, slept most of the day, did some work around the house. Had a few storms rumble through with heavy rain. Had too much of it, everything is so damp. The mosquitoes and flies are horrible this year. My legs are a mess after I walked the dogs too close to mom and dad's garden. Those miserable things just wait for any sucker, guess who was the sucker. I got snarled at for that by my parents and my sisters, especially Vick because I had inadvertently scratched some open..I know real intelligent.
Hope and pray your day was good, that everything and everybody are doing well too. Haven't heard from you for a long while, always worry if you are ok. You know me.
Thinking so much about how the chemistry flows between us whenever we have seen each other. I miss those intense feelings, even though most of it was unspoken, the eyes always had given us away. I know that the only way to experience those feelings are to come see you , not at your work of course. Seems like something always comes up or I get so down on myself that I never seem to think that you even want that anymore. Guess I am in both modes with the way my brother is and my sister relying on my kids and I help more since. Just feels like I will never see you again and I feel so hurt and down. Not that I don't want to help my parents or be with my family, I just miss you and feel like there isn't any other man like you because there isn't. Its you I love and care about, there will never be another other than you. If I have to wait forever for you, I will do so. For me , I cannot give to any man of myself,
who I am because the trust I place is in you. You are amazing to me,
the closest friend I ever had. Can't be any closer than that,how much we are alike, only I credit you with more!
Please take care of yourself, I will check in tomorrow because I bet you are extremely tired Stephen..I love you SCHIZZ, write you tomorrow have a restful night sweet, loving man!
Hope and pray your day was good, that everything and everybody are doing well too. Haven't heard from you for a long while, always worry if you are ok. You know me.
Thinking so much about how the chemistry flows between us whenever we have seen each other. I miss those intense feelings, even though most of it was unspoken, the eyes always had given us away. I know that the only way to experience those feelings are to come see you , not at your work of course. Seems like something always comes up or I get so down on myself that I never seem to think that you even want that anymore. Guess I am in both modes with the way my brother is and my sister relying on my kids and I help more since. Just feels like I will never see you again and I feel so hurt and down. Not that I don't want to help my parents or be with my family, I just miss you and feel like there isn't any other man like you because there isn't. Its you I love and care about, there will never be another other than you. If I have to wait forever for you, I will do so. For me , I cannot give to any man of myself,
who I am because the trust I place is in you. You are amazing to me,
the closest friend I ever had. Can't be any closer than that,how much we are alike, only I credit you with more!
Please take care of yourself, I will check in tomorrow because I bet you are extremely tired Stephen..I love you SCHIZZ, write you tomorrow have a restful night sweet, loving man!
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