A Spinning Week So Far

             This week has been something, the last couple of weeks I have been down on myself and feeling poorly physically.  The food demo job fell through even before the interview.  The lady in charge of it treated me rather rude and got me so down, I didn't even want to write.  I am upfront with all jobs I apply for that I suffer from depression.  Honesty is and always will be the best, haven't stopped believing in that, thank goodness.  Well this lady decided I didn't understand what the job was about, no matter what I said, she treated me like I was dumb and cancelled my interview.   I just felt"Dumb" with no confidence after that conversation.   The same time the "Paint and Vino" representative was trying to get ahold of me, I talked to him a bit but he was too busy, so then my minutes on my phone were up but he basically told me whenever I wanted to check into it again, I could.
            The last couple days I had been working on my art, painting, Carianne and I went over to my folks because Jon was working.  This was Valentine's Day now.  Jon's girlfriend decided to break up with him then..real nice of her, it was ok with me, she had started to show her true colors before that.  Carianne and I didn't really like her.  She has a way of belittling things, including Jon and what his dreams are for the future.  Jon had quite a bit of support from friends and family, so he's doing ok.
            I am still doing my exercises, working out on my bike, exercise ball and stepper,  I am watching what I eat, drinking herbal teas and water.  I weighed myself at mom and dad's and was shocked that I lost thirty pounds, that was encouraging.  I am forcing myself to make a daily routine of all of it, even on the "slump" days when I am blue.  I am praying the progress will keep continuing.  Still am on all my original medicines since before you left, hope that brings you a smile and some encouragement too.
            Kids had yesterday off for "President's Day" and a snow day today, they were of last friday too, so they had a little break.
           Hope and pray you are doing ok, always think about how you are getting along, worry about you so, miss you even more and love you so very much.  Pray your family are all doing well Stephen, please be careful everyday you are out , always wish you a blessed day Schizz!
Ps
I know I didn't list "Quiet Man" on my Valentine's movie countdown...well it has to go on St. Patrick's Day.